Something that one generally tries to avoid. Jealousy... Such a negative emotion that is so difficult to understand. It has really no benefit when you feel it. Yet its such a distinguished feeling, something anyone can describe and occasionally has a side order of heart break served up. Heart break... that feeling that the name surely came from when someone felt that twist or drop in their stomach. When everything turns upside down and sinks to the bottom. But with these emotions you slowly recover and the scar tissue forms. From this point on you begin to feel less and less and yet there is always a way to feel. With emotions dulling they begin to complain that you don't care anymore, and yet they are the reason there is no caring. Never realizing that the soul reason that there are so few of them left is because of them.
When will it come to their attention that because of their actions and reactions they are destroying and making null everything that they say they want. Or do they really want it? Does one really want to be treated perfectly but someone they consider perfect? Or what they perceive as perfect verbally may not be what they subconsciously consider perfect.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Whats with the having to sacrifice
In a struggle to become a rich, successful tycoon in this world it has become apparent that I must sacrifice some things in order to lead on this lifestyle. Why can people not understand that I am living in the middle of nowhere in an attempt to better my life in most aspects. So what am i sacrificing you ask? Well for starters, relationships of every shape, size, color, and form. It appears that it is difficult for a woman to commit to you when you are thousands of miles away. Probably because they don't trust you even though you have no intentions of ever doing anything that would effect them negatively.
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