Warn your warmth to turn away...

Here it's December... everyday.

Some nights when you are at a loss for words and all you want to do is carry on a conversation. But you can't think of the right person that you can call and just sit on the phone with just to have the comfort of that person. The world runs on connections. There are so many different connections in this world, yet the smallest ones can make the biggest differences. If you can find someone that you just connect with over silence it can be amazing.

We held hands on the last night on earth...

Sometimes its quite difficult to fathom that because you are sacrificing your life and where you live to make money that you are actually sacrificing relationships with people that you could be attaining. If I thought somehow luring a girl into my grasps was hard, doing it while being 1000 miles away and working just under 100 hours a week makes it even more intense. If only someone with goals and a future in mind would fall into my life.

Anywho, been cranking out the hours for Techmation. A 14 hour day, some 11's here and there, going for 20-21 days in a row. I am presently exhausted. However I cannot wait to see my Rio. My brother. My mother. Finally have some down time with the boys and get some beers going down.

Of all the things I am most looking forward to, its having a real bed to sleep in. Going for runs with the dog. And just doing nothing.

Always realize that some things in life are steppin' stones

At certain times in ones life they have to realize that so many jobs/people/objects are just a gateway to your end goal. Never lose sight of the big picture. Although something may consume your life be aware as to where it will take you. As terrible as it sounds, look after yourself. Sure you should have friends who you can look after and love and care for, but in the end you should be a little selfish and think about how the relationship/scenario/job will benefit you. Never stay at a company because you don't think they could function without you, because chances are... they can.

So live your life for you, flourish by yourself and others around you will seek to attain similar goals

post southern BC trip

After many hours of driving (more than required there and back actually!) and discovering my dog (Rio) is an amazing travel companion, I have returned home to Dawson Creek. I must say the road trip was enjoyable despite taking some wrong turns and just ignoring shorter routes. Billy and I, as usual, sang to every song, downed energy drinks and coffee, and ate everything we generally neglect to eat (your welcome mcdonalds). While in Kelowna I consumed more coffee throughout the day than normal, apparently that and dog walking is the only way I know how to be social.

So just to recap on my life. I enjoy being up north cause it makes seeing everyone I miss that much more special. I have purchased a Mango Tango colored Jeep Rubicon. My brother is tending to my doggy while I am up north. Andddd Billy and I are making a list of where we are traveling too in 2012. If you have any input as to where a good destination to travel too is please leave a comment on facebook.

I despise cold feet

Finally snow and cold weather. It held off for this long thank god. This means dual long underwear action, think winter beards and the thickest wool socks possible. I am driving down to kelowna Nov 2nd with Billy to visit/drop off my dog to my brother. I'm hoping for a mini vacation, meet up with old friends and get spoiled by my mom... Heres to hoping

If you could see me, whomever I am

Discovering who is really an identity in your life is hard to understand.

How easy is it to fall out of someones life? When someone is no longer around how much should one care about that person? Depends on the level of the relationship prior to the departure. If this is the case how do some people just let go so easily.


Life is solid up in Dawson, snow is expected soon, the gym is empty and old, the apartment is overpopulated yet comfy. Meals are feast and paychecks are fortunes. Things could always be worse but it is hard to make them better, good company, and hard work makes everything seem alright. Pulled some heavy cable today (its roughly 10lbs a foot) It takes a toll on the body when doing it for around 8 hours.

Just trying to keep everyone updated if anyone reads this

Seacrest out

You can breathe now, but the air is running out

What is the best way to fully experience life? To fully appreciate and live to what you should? Utilizing everything that is within your grasps. I now fully believe its not who you know, or what you know, but how you interact with people that you meet along the way. Sure knowing people is nice, but unless you have a positive relationship with that person/persons it will never be to your advantage in the long run. So why do people decide to have a negative perception/outlook/whathaveyou. Positive energy leads to positive experiences, which in turn lead to a positive life(style).

Living in Dawson isn't all bad, tons of focus on training, eating (not THAT healthy) and figuring out life. Its so hard to figure out who you really are... or even if you should be looking. I keep saying that I am figuring myself out... but what is there to figure out? I know what I want and where I want to be, Its just a matter of getting there and realizing that everything takes time.

Never be outworked

Die on the treadmill